Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Day 1 - Dec 27

Dear Father God
Thank You for Your holy grace, your gracious holiness, your merciful sovereignty, your sovereign mercy. Arriving safely at st. Louis we entered the the registration area. I noticed how organized the lineups were as they split the lines alphabetically. As I approached towards to the V-Z line, it reminded me of that scene in the Christmas story—You know the one where Ralphie stands at (what he thinks) is the end of the Santa line, only to realize the line extends beyond he can see. Well yeah that happened to me—the line extended even beyond the A-B line! So standing in line I started up a conversation with the person in front of me. Turns out she (Christie) was actually from the Graduate Institute of Applied Linguistics who will be setting up a booth in the exhibit section. One fact she mentioned was that there were yet over 2000 languages that still need a bible translation. Christie witnessed how one woman who read a translated Bible for the first time, and her facial expression was full of joy and tears—priceless. Amazing God, Your word is so precious; Your Word never returns void. How may I help spread Your Word for Your glory, and for Your people's joy?
After registering, we were waiting for the bus to our hotel. Urbana was having a little trouble with the buses (ie: they weren't making their roundtrips to/from the hotels fast enough) so they sent a bunch of mini-vans. Our driver's name was Ben, who is on the prayer team at Urbana. He mentioned how there is this one room of 70 Urbana staff who are there to pray for you—he also mentioned that if he knew that existed the first time he went to Urbana as a student, he definitely would have used it. I think I'll have to check that out.
Checking into our hotel was great. The best thing is—our hotel had a popcorn machine, with free complementary popcorn! Praise God!
At 7pm all Urbana participants gathered in Edwards Dome. One of the speakers asked us to imagine a scenario where a missionary couple wanted to demonstrate their love and reach a people who lived in a place known as 'garbage village'. Imagine all their efforts to reach them were not working—the people were afraid. Now imagine that the missionary wife (who was pregnant), decided to show their love by giving birth in 'garbage village'. What would that say to the people living there? Yet that is exactly what Jesus did who came in the flesh and dwelt among us, born in a dirty manger, because God loves us that much and wants to reach out to us. This is known as the incarnational model.
The speaker then talked about how the model that Father God uses to reach to us, is the same model we ought to use for others. As missionaries, the incarnational model means not so much that we invite people to where we live, but rather we visit them where they are at. God wants us to go in their context. The potential danger in the “business model” of missions (ie: strategic planning, projected numbers) while good, ought not be the primary means since it lacks the vulnerability, meekness and other attitudes that the incarnational model adheres to.
A short video clip was played of a man named Father Simon who worked in garbage village and tried to reach out to the kids with the Gospel but they were too afraid. So the Holy Spirit said to him, “use a torch to find your way among the darkness”--so he used a torch but the kids would still hide. Then the Holy Spirit said “kiss their hand”--so he did that, then the Holy Spirit said “put shoes on their feet” and he did that which “freaked them out.” Yet You O God Most High, have sent Your Son as a light among the darkness, to wash us away of our sins, to clean our feet, to die on the cross to pay the penalty for our sins—You “freaked us out”; May we as a body of Christ demonstrate Your love to others with a heart full of gratitude.
Then at night we were encourged to have a short bible study/reflection of Urbana. One of my roommates said that he realized his attitude toward Urbana was skeptical (due to so many people saying how great it was from years past), he realized it was pride that made him say that. Kill our pride LORD, and renew a right spirit within us, in Jesus Name Amen.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

The bus ride

Dec 26

Dear Amazing God,

Praises to Your Holy Name LORD! It's 11am on Dec 27 as I'm writing this. No sleep but feeling pretty good. The weather is snowy and cold—just how You created nature to be :) During one stop over, when our bus driver swapped with another, one said, “I'm going back to Canada where it's warmer!”

During this bus ride, I sat beside my coworker Wai and she shared her testimony and I was amazed at how You O God works—how we must die to self daily, how You already work behind the scenes, (ex: how You supplied the Urbana fundraising—your grace was more than enough). Dear Jesus, You also have convicted me regarding prayer, I haven't been consistently and faithfully been doing that as I used to. As well, I sensed that You were wanting to deal with a struggle of mine before I went to Urbana. The following 3 verses convicted me:

“Be devoted to one another in brotherly love” Rom 12:10
“Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer” Rom 12:12
“We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. each of us should please his neighbor for his good, to build him up” Rom 15:1-2

The word 'hope' has popped up several times. Help me God to hope when my struggles seem hard. Thank You God for how You loved us on the cross, For “very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die, But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Rom 5:7-8. I pray for Your sufficient grace today, that I may continually die to self daily, to always fix my mind on Christ, and to live as 'Christ in me' wants me to live. In Jesus name, Amen.

Okay, so Wai beside me is sleeping and this time I woke her up so she could proof read this blog like she wanted to. but she just said, “give me 5 minutes”--see! Had I woke her up for McDonald's it would have been useless!


Wai; I would have woken up for food!

Friday, December 25, 2009

Pre-Urbana

Dear Almighty God,

Thank You LORD for the privilege of allowing me to go on this trip. LORD, I have not even heard of Urbana until a friend asked me to promote it. Many good things have been mentioned about this conference from years past by coworkers/friends. I pray that You O God Most High will continue to use Urbana to change lives and reveal Your vision for us. I ask the Holy Spirit for protection for all Urbana participants as You God, our Shepherd, lead us to "green pastures and still waters", without fear for You are with us, "Your rod and Your staff comfort us"(Psa 23). I'll be honest God, I don't see myself being a missionary, nor a pastor, nor a church planter, but if You call, I will follow, obey and go. Open my heart to be sensitive to Your leading, reveal how I can creatively help build Your kingdom of righteousness, for "we are Your workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them."(Eph 2:10) God, may Your Name be praised as we see/hear how You are working mightily throughout the world. Tug at my heart to prayerfully/financially support the different mission agencies You providentially allow me to network with. Thy will be done, in Jesus Name, Amen.


I have looked at the Urbana sessions and the following look appealing:

Cross-Cultural Crucible: Character Development through Missions
Steve Hoke (global issues in missions)


Crossing Borders: Teaching in a Distant Classroom
Teri McCarthy discusses core issues and questions about serving God in an overseas classroom. We’ll look at how to be an effective instructor and an effective witness. Learn best practices to prepare for this unique and challenging yet rewarding response to the Great Commission—teaching in a distant land as a viable Christian mission.
Teri McCarthy (global issues in missions)

Emerging Issues in Mission Today
Come and explore the critical challenges that the Church needs to respond to while engaging in cross-cultural mission in the 21st century. It will help you pray effectively, plan strategically and participate meaningfully in Jesus’ Great Commission.
T.V. Thomas (global issues in missions)

Getting Prepared to Stay
Are you considering a career in cross-cultural ministry? Are you prepared to finish well? Come learn the essential practices to integrate into your life now to equip you for tomorrow.
Bill Taylor and Steve Hoke (global issues in missions)

Six Ways to Reach God's World
As part of Christ's body we are all called to reach God's world for his glory and our great joy! But not every part of the body is required by Christ to "go" overseas to evangelize the lost. Come consider how God is calling you to be involved in reaching the world: Pray, Send, Welcome, Go, Mobilize and Learn. Beginning with these six ways to reach the world, we'll expand to over 300 ways you can be involved in missions, right where you are now!
OMF International (global issues in missions)

Around the World in 60 Minutes
Paul Borthwick (church around the world)

The Church in English & Portuguese Speaking Africa
Joseph Morennamele (church around the world)

Discovering Your Calling
Gordon T. Smith (missions 101)

Sharing the Gospel with Your Jewish Roommate
Aaron Abramson (evangelism)

Asian Americans in Cross Cultural Missions
Tom Hsieh (diverse people reaching diverse world)

Catholicism and the Latino Heritage
Orlando Crespo (diverse people reaching diverse world)

Using Your God-Given Talents to Engage the World
Brian Chan (in the workplace and academy)

Evangelism through the Gospel of John
Heidi Chew and Steve Mark (heart & soul in mission)

Leader's Don't Grow on Trees
InterVarsity (heart & soul in mission)

Pray Big, Pray Bold -Pray Scripture
Sunder Krishnan (heart & soul in mission)

Prayer, Fasting, Scripture and Worship 101
Jeannie Musick (heart & soul in mission)

Spiritual Warfare
Jack Voelkel (heart & soul in mission)

The Power of Prayer in the Life of Ministry
Desmond Rogers (heart & soul in mission)

Multicultural Worship
Urbana 09 Worship Team(arts & media)

Musicians Living Fully in Christ
Urbana 09 Worship Team(arts & media)

Worship: From Life to Music
Richard Allen Farmer (arts & media)

Artists in Culture: Making A Difference.
Colin Harbinson (arts & media)

Arts in Mission
OM Arts (arts & media)